11 August 2008

gravidity

I just got back from one of my favorite places in the whole wide world called Camp Spofford. Unfortunitly it was raining most of the week I was up there, but I did get in my annual skiing fix (water skiing of course...I don't do snow skiing.)

***Snowboarding rules :)***

I regreted to leave Spofford, but I know I've got work here to do.
Studying for the boards, getting ready for the college outreach, and working on growing in my relationship with my God.
I am also trying to find a job. This may prove difficult since my last potential did not work out.

God will make a way, no doubt.

The Lord is good, Amen? He is so good. He is faithful and true. The Boy and I had a long talk with our pastor last night. Great guy. And his wife is a wonderful cook. We talked about everything from gold panning to the Scriptures to Israel to the end times to marriage.
I think about marriage sometimes. I wonder if the Lord actually wants me to get married. I want to get married and have kids, but what does the Lord want? And what about the man? Who will it be? Will I know I am supposed to marry him when I meet him? Will he know he's supposed to marry me?

What if he wants to marry me and I don't want to marry him? Am I picky?

Whatever. I know the Lord has a plan. I just wish I was up at Spofford instead of studying for the boards. That would make me perfictly happy.

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