12 May 2008

i'm a survivor.....not gonna give up.....

I'm at the point where I'm simply surviving rather than thriving. My sleep schedule is wayyyyy off, to the point where I'm not able to sleep at night even if I'm tired, and the next day is a drag.
And because I'm so tired and all screwed up, I'm not happy all the time. And when I'm not happy, I'm not very nice. And when I'm not very nice, I feel bad and start going crazy because I hate the fact that I'm not very nice.
I'm going craaaaaaaazyyyyyyy!
I need a vacation!!!!!!!!

GOD!!!! HELP ME PLEASE!!! I'm restless, Lord. I'm restless and discontent. I want to be doing more and going other places, but I know you have commissioned me here for a reason. I know you have work for me to do here. I know you want me to stay in Delaware. Still.
I want to meet new people and see new places, but I know I am to stay here with the people I know for at least a little while longer.

Obedience to Him who gave me life.
Live in obedience.
Even when you don't feel like it.
Nothing else matters.

Praise God

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