Oh man, what a week. Practically no time to sleep, let alone blog on this site. Clinicals at Wilmington hospital are harder than I had imagined. I think my clinical instructor thinks I have anxiety issues and learning issues and stuff. She even gave me extra assignments so I could try to stay on same page with the other students. I don't think she likes me very much. At least she hasn't been pushing me to get tested for ADD like one of my clinical instructors last semester. Another instructor last semester told me that I should take anti-anxiety medication. It just takes me a little longer to get used to things. That's all. I know I'm different. It's the way God made me.
The cardiac step-down unit is hard, but I am learning alot. I get exposed to a lot of things there. The nurse I had on Friday was very nice and approachable, so I went to her with my questions rather than my instructor. Both Thursday and Friday were very difficult, and I must say that I was playing with the idea of changing my major haha.
I know that the Lord puts us through tough times so that we can grow, and so we can learn to rely on Him for strength rather than ourselves.
I called the Boy up several times this week to cry and vent and spill out my frustrations. He's so great; he always listens and gives great Bible-based advice. I couldn't ask for a better ministry partner and friend. By God's grace and overflowing blessing, our relationship has simply flourished even more since we have stopped "dating" (if you can call it that). We have recieved multipul conformations that we are supposed to be working together in the ministry for the present time. Who knows what the future will bring? I'm not thinking about it.
Easter tomorrow. That means grandparents and less time for the homework I need so desperately to finish. I'm hoping to finish most of my stuff by Monday so that I have most of the day Tuesday to research my new client's meds, patho etc.
God is good. He has a plan. Nuff said.
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